Well been a while since been here but I think I need to talk. I work hard and then work on other projects when I'm done, seems fun at times then again I hit a wall and now it's more like work than a passion for learning something new. I know I can make it work but will have to go through the basics ... still it will take time to restore my efforts back to where they were, I know I have a lot to figure out and was learning more as I could understand what was being said and how they were using it., funny how I would listen to people talk technical and not understand most of what was being said to now I'm picking up on the meaning behind most of it, but still can sit and listen to them talk and find myself trying to figure out what is being said. It will come to me sooner or later but this journey has many roads so I'll keep walking to the path less traveled and maybe will end up on the expressway to achieve my goals.. So this was meant for me to express myself and only that I'm not putting means behind any of this it's just therapy for me to tell myself what I'm doing and as you can see haven't been here in a long while...