First off if me using any of these photos or drawing offends any one, or has any copyright enfringment I'm really not trying to steal them they more or less give me something to start with like I may be a bit off my rocker. Now that we all know where I'm coming from i can pretty much say anything and you'll believe I'm just a bit disturbed..

No, I spend a ll my time out here and in fact just took some days off with some friend I know in the midwest, kind of tried to unwind but it like everything else out here is so so . on the other side of that same coin it did take an edge off, which in simple terms I got totally plastered and passed out .

But even with waking to not knowing what happened after that is back to life as it is and down the road I go ..

which brings me to my next trip which was messed up so first couldn't get one load so ended up with another which probably sound boring so will fly thru this part , so in so many word only was planning on short day which turned into 8 to 9 hour day .. I know Boo Ho , but I did stop when I was just to tired to continue which was and hour before my 14 hrs were up ...

Sometimes wish I had a truck like this, it would be so cool and I know if I was coming down the road no one woulsd even get close to my truck ,but thats not the case I have an simple truck and have to be careful like everyone else.

Well lately been doing a lot of back road driving , and never really like the narrow roads seem I have to pay more attention to staying right on that white line which if I croos it puts me in a ditch so it's a bit more stresssful especially after about nine or ten hours of it .

Well seem Like I'm complaining which reallly shouldn't be since that is my job and that what I'm supose to do ..

Well am head home I think for a couple days off. It's been rather strange out here seem I am lost at what I'm trying to do and, but will keep going not really sure but this is where I can tell you just how strange it is out there , like this morning a car during rush hour came over into my lane and caused me to brake hard and then not hour later am passing a couple of cars and when I get over they start flashing light at me like i takee to long ... I think that I would love to trade places with them. No i just venting some frustration out so don't think to much of it ..

Next thought is weather is changing for the worse so hopefully will be able to get thru another year with out much trouble, I'm been thruogh a few but they always bring new problems every year. In fact it's raining out here where I'm at and it's turning cold too . Like since I live out here I do all my chores out here too, like laundry and showers and such mostly live in the truck so..

Would like to get a camera to take some picture and then would let you all see some f the better things out here I know I'm doing this mostly for me but If some one stumble on this I would like it to be just a little bit nice since it can be , well don't know how to put it but it's not something some one would do with out having it be part of there life .. That may not make sense , if not sorry about that ..

October

Well this would be nice and I wouldn't need to spend my time writing my thoughts and adventures down, but it's not so here goes I been out here for a long time and spend most of my time thinking about things like what I really want and what I shoul be doing..

Still with all that in mind I wanted to chat with some ladies but that doesn't work well or isn't as easy as it seem since most of those sites are pay or not really sure but still checking into that part.

Well will be writing here to let you know what I'm up too, and where I've been, so down the road I'll go and you can come along if you want.