What happen when I have to much time on my hands

OK, was thinking about some weird stuff like living in a world that had been or has ended itself before with energy from the ether so they figure that if you create energy from the sun the wind and waves you are not taking it from the earth but adding it to the planet which, we seem not to know that no matter how we twist this world around it will be here billions of years after we are long gone so maybe we should use what we have and work with the planet and maybe it will let us hang on for a few more thousand years.

a new day

Not much into drawing but a while back was trying to make a tarot deck just for myself which thought of making this the back cover which never got off the ground but still working on the deck just not the way I had planned, am now trying my camera which even the one on my phone will work but not for the back but each car could have one just that goes with each card. may work out or not still not sure. 

A little reflection

Been pushing my thoughts to make things go the way I think they should go, I guess I'm not the type of person to let it fall apart without at least trying to make it better I seldom make things better maybe I make it worst but the effort isn't lost with not trying to let life be the best I can make it even in the bad time and against the odd... I'm not the best but I damn ain't the worst out there, so here's hoping I can enjoy life instead of just being part of it.

What She Would Be Like

Not Sure where I'm Headed

it's a cold early morning and the warmth of the heater lets me lie around, but what I'm thinking is that if I could find someone that I could make an arrangement with as not to hurt the one I care about and still be like the pig that it sounds like I am, but I don't see where anyone as of yet. I fantasize I would never be able to control someone like that even though it would be different I don't think that I can be or would want to be that person, not that I haven't enjoyed women and not once was I demanding or mean in anyway. Only to say I do enjoy the beauty but that just because there is the youthfulness of life at the present that is all I'm finding, but enjoying someone doesn't make it just, well as a writer the mind will roam but in real life a short time can last days even weeks ...