New Years is almost here

As the sun sets so does this year and it's time to sit back and reflect on all the things we have done through the year for a new year is coming up just like the new day will be here in the morning and should never be taken for granted ..As you wake in the morning you kinow the sun will be rising and as one year ends so another begins ,so make a new start out of this new year and enjoy the days for everyone can be a new beginning ..

Christmas is here.. and soon will be gone

So you gave and got eveything you wanted for Chirstmas i hope and was a smashing success well before you know it, soon will be gone and all that you wait so dearly for has passed and now you have but to put the future back in front of you again and hope all will come to pass .. So look for the positive side and work for what you know will be good for all and most of all enjoy family and friend for no one know what the future holds ..
The new year is just around the corner and all should be ready ... enjoy and best wishe s for all ......

Tis The Holiday Seaon

All night down the road not a single car was seen
here and there I was driving all was as quit as could be
it couldn't be the weather for road were dry and air had just a nip
So hour pass where could they be , for not everyone could be at there destination yet
Ah as the sun starts to rise here come the holiday travelers in there masses
running like rats not knowing where to go weaving in and out of traffic
as fast as they can to get where they want to go
But what is this I see traffic slowing down what ever could it be
as the road turn from gray to white and the air with snow so bright
now the cars are sliding from here and there and even one upside down
maybe it time to take a break and gather my thoughts before we go much futher
Ready to go at it again but what was dark is now white so stay safe even through the night

vacation time is here

Time to let loose all the worries of the pass year and sit back and relax so will be around but maybe not for awhile .

Best wishes for the Holidays

A good cigar is like a beautiful women

When your troubled she tell you

to settle down and relax

To take things just a bit slower

savor the monent

Like taking in all the days events

That monent when all is right

in the world

To really know where you are

in life and know it's how it should

be

Just knowing the monent won't

last makes it that much sweeter

So in this brief monent in time share with all whom you care about for

like life you'll only be on this planet for a short time and to waste one

monent would be a shame

to all a Happy Holidays

Well with some spirits will make it through the Thanksgiving weekend .. So lost as to what to do and how to be myself , if i don't care about their game then nothing seems to be happening so me being alone is all there is until I go back to the road .. So for the rest of you enjoy the weekend and maybe a football game or two and will write when am back in my world on the road ..

So as the season changes I'll just wish you all a happy holiday and .. down the road I'll go I like the winter not really sure why but all the snow and cold air can bring you back to life if you don't get sick first .. Anyway it's Thanksgiving right around the corner and will be seeing family for the holiday seasons , this month and next which should be intersting... So all have a happy Turkey day when you get to it..

So I feel left out I'm out here and can't be around the people I care about, but I do care ...well it's winter here They had 14" here talking about more on the way , so time to get into the winter driving mode and be careful ...

So what do you do when you have everything in place like it should be then you find out someone doesn't care for the way it was done and more or less trashes it all ..i personally think that I should be with some one for like 3 days and then like the person who doesn't care what it took to do all this and sit back and let it all fall till I get what I want ..Which in all aspects is what they are doing is doesn't matter what you do It's just for not ....

Doin g better

Well seems that I can make a difference than just hoping things will change I to where they will go from here I can't say I'm not part of that part of my life I just know that what ever happens now It up to me to make a life for me that will be worth living or to change to something I would have .

Well seem things have a way of turning even if it's wrong , so all I can hope for is things to get better as time goes by ... I really don't have that much to say, but every now and then I speak my mind so excuse me if I sound rude but life is a drag at times and the more it pushes me the more I buck the system ..as for trusting anymore that out the window I'll just have to go down the road and hope the young ladies will keep me sane for this is a wicked road I travel it has many curves that if not ready for them will hurt and sometime the pain can only heal with time which is in short demand .. So this journey continues where only God knows for sure sometimes I wonder if even he would want to deal with this ???

The many sides of me

Seems been rather upset the last few times I've written here but if you follow this at all you will know that it is at the time that I'm writing that may be in a mood that isn't always perfered to others, and for that I 'm sorry. Still as my time has it I have things I have to keep up on, not that I'll lose sleep over it, to me that can be deadly and very dangerious which I'm talking about driving just in case your wondering where this is going or what it's all about .. I have problems that seem to want to keep up and going even though there is nothing there to complain about except to start a fight all over over something that should have been long gone in fact till recently it was long gone or so I thought, but if you look at it from my point of view it should have passed with time ..So you see it's still eating away at that dead horse years gone by which in turn makes me mad at every little thing that is done in a negative way over this fact ... and One more time to say excuse me for drifting into that land of no sense but it really does make sense to me .

Change of pace

Well seems that this is not going very well so I decide to work it differently and write about Hmm I don't know, it's just that what should have been an simple life is pretty much messed up by some that care more for there comfort and watch everyone else suffer if at all possible, as for me I suppose to sit back and watch this really suck if you know what I'm tryinng to say. I see thing in my life that don't really like about me but life was lovely and I was enjoying being married and having kids then seem some one decided to change all that for me life wasn't to be simple I was to work my life away, work night and day so some else could have what I had and so they could abuse it . To a point that cann be understandable but 30 yrs later sitll . I think it has gone beyond reason as to not even try to figure it out but end it all ..Sound good but I know it won't happem that way It will just keep on happening the way it's been and nothing will change.. this may explain why last note posted was so ...so ...

Well been rollin down the road and To me things really startin to go bad Seems I'm becoming more alone out here and other than a phone call I am not having any contact with anyone .. Not sure but to me I think that is what some people want something like me to just go away and let them do as they want with out anyone to have any say so .. If I sound pissed maybe I am ,but I don't know anyone who would let anyone treat hem this way .

Well As I roll down the roads in which case, was back road today I noticed all the fall leaes especially because they were falling and blowing all over . Which is really cool when it's like you are driving through a rain strom of leaves. Other than that was fairly nice day ,i won't go into yesterday because it was a bear and would be boring ..

so for now enjoy the fall color fest and will write more later.

Well hope everyone had a good Halloween, as for me I'm one of those that if I'm not around anybody I kind of drift off t sleep which after a long day driving sounded like the best thing to do. This is the best picture I could find and I personally think it really cool .. Ben working hard for a couple of days now so am gettin an easy day tomorrow after that is anybody guess, and believe it or not actually got everything done and caught upto date. Well will leave it at that for now don't eat to much candy and have a nice day.

First off if me using any of these photos or drawing offends any one, or has any copyright enfringment I'm really not trying to steal them they more or less give me something to start with like I may be a bit off my rocker. Now that we all know where I'm coming from i can pretty much say anything and you'll believe I'm just a bit disturbed..

No, I spend a ll my time out here and in fact just took some days off with some friend I know in the midwest, kind of tried to unwind but it like everything else out here is so so . on the other side of that same coin it did take an edge off, which in simple terms I got totally plastered and passed out .

But even with waking to not knowing what happened after that is back to life as it is and down the road I go ..

which brings me to my next trip which was messed up so first couldn't get one load so ended up with another which probably sound boring so will fly thru this part , so in so many word only was planning on short day which turned into 8 to 9 hour day .. I know Boo Ho , but I did stop when I was just to tired to continue which was and hour before my 14 hrs were up ...

Sometimes wish I had a truck like this, it would be so cool and I know if I was coming down the road no one woulsd even get close to my truck ,but thats not the case I have an simple truck and have to be careful like everyone else.

Well lately been doing a lot of back road driving , and never really like the narrow roads seem I have to pay more attention to staying right on that white line which if I croos it puts me in a ditch so it's a bit more stresssful especially after about nine or ten hours of it .

Well seem Like I'm complaining which reallly shouldn't be since that is my job and that what I'm supose to do ..

Well am head home I think for a couple days off. It's been rather strange out here seem I am lost at what I'm trying to do and, but will keep going not really sure but this is where I can tell you just how strange it is out there , like this morning a car during rush hour came over into my lane and caused me to brake hard and then not hour later am passing a couple of cars and when I get over they start flashing light at me like i takee to long ... I think that I would love to trade places with them. No i just venting some frustration out so don't think to much of it ..

Next thought is weather is changing for the worse so hopefully will be able to get thru another year with out much trouble, I'm been thruogh a few but they always bring new problems every year. In fact it's raining out here where I'm at and it's turning cold too . Like since I live out here I do all my chores out here too, like laundry and showers and such mostly live in the truck so..

Would like to get a camera to take some picture and then would let you all see some f the better things out here I know I'm doing this mostly for me but If some one stumble on this I would like it to be just a little bit nice since it can be , well don't know how to put it but it's not something some one would do with out having it be part of there life .. That may not make sense , if not sorry about that ..

October

Well this would be nice and I wouldn't need to spend my time writing my thoughts and adventures down, but it's not so here goes I been out here for a long time and spend most of my time thinking about things like what I really want and what I shoul be doing..

Still with all that in mind I wanted to chat with some ladies but that doesn't work well or isn't as easy as it seem since most of those sites are pay or not really sure but still checking into that part.

Well will be writing here to let you know what I'm up too, and where I've been, so down the road I'll go and you can come along if you want.