Change of pace

Well seems that this is not going very well so I decide to work it differently and write about Hmm I don't know, it's just that what should have been an simple life is pretty much messed up by some that care more for there comfort and watch everyone else suffer if at all possible, as for me I suppose to sit back and watch this really suck if you know what I'm tryinng to say. I see thing in my life that don't really like about me but life was lovely and I was enjoying being married and having kids then seem some one decided to change all that for me life wasn't to be simple I was to work my life away, work night and day so some else could have what I had and so they could abuse it . To a point that cann be understandable but 30 yrs later sitll . I think it has gone beyond reason as to not even try to figure it out but end it all ..Sound good but I know it won't happem that way It will just keep on happening the way it's been and nothing will change.. this may explain why last note posted was so ...so ...