Well Life throws curves right and left over and over again. I try to be better from every experience, so they say that when a person is lied to a person can keep going it's when there is no chance of making any kind of life that a person needs to be a Hmm, not sure of the word I'm looking for... you kind of get the idea, I'm kind of at that point and I don't know or really care who reads this it's more for my mental balance than for good reading.

So this is the way life is to be and enjoying the smallest of things is very much in my future, even something as simple as a cool night in the ndim light of a street light