So it get better bit by bit

It's been couple of weeks now and I'm kind of off the wall as what to do since in one way am going to be so so and the other way will have to work things out for others not just me. Still casual is the best I can hope for since if it goes more than that I'll have not only the people around me upset but my past and present will bang heads and that is not what I'm in this for so when it comes to that will have to change the outcome.