Not Sure where I'm Headed
it's a cold early morning and the warmth of the heater lets me lie around, but what I'm thinking is that if I could find someone that I could make an arrangement with as not to hurt the one I care about and still be like the pig that it sounds like I am, but I don't see where anyone as of yet. I fantasize I would never be able to control someone like that even though it would be different I don't think that I can be or would want to be that person, not that I haven't enjoyed women and not once was I demanding or mean in anyway. Only to say I do enjoy the beauty but that just because there is the youthfulness of life at the present that is all I'm finding, but enjoying someone doesn't make it just, well as a writer the mind will roam but in real life a short time can last days even weeks ...
