Games we play

Is very  strange to me writing about something I try not to do for it seems to backfire most times I try doing it so let me say I will say what I feel and try to explain why I see things that way but most of all it how I show what I'm  doing.

I may be, just not sure where I am?

I know I need to do this, I'm having a bit of a control issue where I think I'm making things better but I see I haven't done anything and if my work is any indication I'm at a stand still I always was very patient, but how do you do nothing when nothing is what is staring you in the face. I want to write but my thoughts are jumbled at the moment and Like I was saying before it so very hard to write without a muse, I know I can but I have to find my way back to that open kind of thought.As I write this I feel the flow coming back and with every word one more sign of life returns, so this may not read as something special but to me, I'll apologize for rambling but, I been misplaced for a while and now am finding my way back so just putting this out there is good for me.

One More Day

That what I think every body wants went someone they have loved and still do love is gone, you know you'll miss them but you really just want spend another day with them, I've always just enjoyed the company of certian people. Would aways bring a smile to a dim world.

Sometimes it just not what it I think it should have been

It's like I take a day off only to think that maybe it would have been a better day if I just had done nothing, would have saved some money, but even just wasting the day seems worth it. I really think I'm just hard to decide if or what I want, seems to be an issue. 

Seem like I'm always being watched...

I travel from one end of the country to the other and still I feel I have no space I can call my own, I see people that look at me like they know me and then I see people who do know me, and they both have the same look. So is it me or am I just that distant that a stranger can know me as well as people I've known for years...

How life is strange at times

I've been out here for maybe to long, still am comfortable with it. I am taking care of business as they say so hope all goes well.

Back in the thick of it

Been busy as all get out but its still been a long time since I had a drink or two with dinner which makes it all really nice kind of laid back chilling for the evening hoping I can just spend the weekend doing too much nothing

Days are done and soon back ro the grind

Well I think i can enjoy what is to come. driving is a place that can be by myself but a person has to be anble to to be out there with out losing your mind. since i've done it for so long that till I win the lottery this month :) I'll just have to keep going.

It's going to be an interesting weekend since my company that i work for called letting me know that some info on the load I delivered yesterday wasn't in the computers at work and checking to see if I even got the load at all.

Strange days

Well my job is fine but things do have away of messing with e I'm trying not get upset about small things but i did mostly because it was or involved

my grand son even though he wasn't suppose to be with me it took awhile for me to accept the fact that with any plan things can change and just should have dealt with it which I final did but took awhile, so the day is over and back to peace and quite again Ya!

My time is Short

So as the season changes I'll just wish you all a happy holiday and .. down the road I'll go I like the winter not really sure why but

Doing much better

to all those who served

I thank everyone who served then and now!!!


Been a slow day all I can think of is that it was one of those lazy days so i hope everyone who needed a break today got the time to sit back and enjoy the day...

It was like the only place he could be was with her, he wanted the smile of hers. the day was great a warm balmy day were there was this sweat trickling down your back, it was a ways back to the house so with a step in front of the other she started the long hike home, they knew they didn't want to do this but there wasn't much choice in the fact that it would be dark long before they made it home and the real danger was after sunset mostly at dusk.

It's a day to remember the fallen soldier

I guess that it just something that I need to deal with some of the things that are going on aren't all that messed up but will take it one by one.

Well weeks been kind of strange but all seems to be going fairly good but I will have to keep  an eye on things so as not to get caught up in the confusion that goes along with the BS that is or so they say is it is what it is !

Well been awhile since I posted

I have been trying different things all which seem to end up going in a direction I wasn't really planning on but controlling them seem to be a chore so will try working through here for awhile and see it can get thing going in a better direction. It's been forever since I posted here but this is the reason I started it way back when so, don't know what I post will just have too see how my days goes ...